With the kids

For Amanda's birthday I am watching the kids over night. This is more like a gift for me. Don't tell the other kids but they are my favorite. I got pizza for the kids and found out Brayden is crazy for crazy bread. One had 3 or 4 bits of the pizza but had his mouth full, bread stick in each hand asking for more...more...

Before Amanda and Brandon left Amanda went over a few thing. Like here is the candy they can have later if you want to give it to them when watching a movie, pop cycles in here, chips, juice, cookies, and so on. They were gone 5 min and Addy was asking for all of it. I told her to eat first and she could have the junk later. She came back with, "but I herd mommy tell you it was okay."

After dinner Brayden got out the cars and all 4 of us got down on the floor and started playing. Lex way so fun, and I had such a good time with her. She is so sweet and such a good baby. She was on my lap, facing me. We were playing with the card and tickling her and she just leaned forward and went to sleep. What a cuddle bug! O so was Braden, after I put Lex in her bed he wanted to sit on my lap and hold him. I got up to put on the movie and when I sat back down he sat next me me and said hug. I he gave me a huge hug. Than Addie wanted to sit next to me too so I had to sit in the middle.

I found out Addi is going to have big feet. Well I have small feet, but hers are only 1' to 2' smaller than mine and she is 4! Bradyen wanted a turn putting his feet up on mine. They both thought it was so funny. It's been a nice night

I am so looking forward to having my own kids. SOMEDAY!

Allways in the middle

Being a middle child I learned at a young age that being in the middle sucks. Too old for this too young for that....

Well here I am again in the middle. Not divorced, but not married. The ward has a camping trip each year for family's. I would feel funny going alone, nothing to do with no one in my ward will talk to me. Just no kids, no husband, by myself, and at lest 10 years younger than everyone.

The young single adults go camping each year too, but I'm not single so not allowed. Bummer I love to camp.

Good news is I got my paper work done. Now I just need to go and file the paper work and pay $320.00. I filled out a fee waver form so maybe I wont have to pay it. I think the hard part will be going to the Court house to file. When doing the paper work I couldn't stop crying. I got off of work, got in my car and just started balling. What was up with that?

Toyota

My baby!!!

26

So today I'm 26. Feels the same as 25. I have an interview tomorrow!!!! I'm trying to get a part time 2nd job. Wish me luck!

New hair doo

So yes, I cut off a lot of hair today and changed it to red. I way love it. I will add pic's as soon as I can.

It was good to see sister Clega too.

At Amandas again

At Amanda's with the kids. They are so sweet. Lexi was out within 30 min so I didn't get to spend much time with her. She is a good baby. She doesent like to be alone, she will sit a play in a world of her own, but the minuent I go into the next room she is craling as fast as she can after me. Addy and Brayden wanted to watch Scooby-Doo and I had it in my car. Must have been ESP when I grabbed it last week!

Brayden ran up to me when I got here to give me a hug, but he only goes 90% of they way and stops. It's so sweet. I wish all the kids lived this close.

Another long week down, 18 hours of OT. To bad I wont see much of it on my check and it will take a month. O well.... I don't think I will get laid off because my department is the only part of the bank making money. I think God had a hand in me getting off my 90 days temp to perm after 30 days. 90 Days would have been Aug 5th and as of July 22nd they are not keeping any temps. I don't think he would help me out so much just to let me down, but who knows?

Anyways I work tomorrow. I get to go in late. 7am! Than I'm off to become a redhead again